You were bobbing your head and a smile was on your face though your cheeks were full as you chew a spoonful of your meal. And in between swallowing your food, you were saying “Arigatou, Mommy!”. You were just so happy with the delicious meal that I had cooked for you. 

You still have cough despite finishing off your meds so we turned to natural remedies (albeit from now, seeing how effective it is, I’ll start off with the natural remedy first!). I gave you half a teaspoon of pure honey and then gave you a glass of water. You smacked your lips after licking your spoon and then drank thirstily. And then with a wide smile on your radiant face, you said in a booming voice, “Arigatou, Mommy!”.

We were at the daycare, that day was your daycare’s Christmas party. You just had your presentation; up next was the last presentation for the morning which will be by your teachers. All kids were done with the presentations and are with their parents. You chose the most crowded time to loudly say “Mommy, DAISUKI!!!”. Some parents looked at us, some looked at their kids. Well, you just made me the happiest Mother in that room. 

We were walking to the bus stop from daycare, on our way home. Then you asked me to stoop so you can whisper on my ear, “Mommy, daisuki!”.

All this and more Anak, I will treasure, through the years; I am truly grateful to you for giving us such joy. 

I remember a conversation with a woman at work. She asked me how old were you and learning you were in your toddler years, she said that you now are in your cutest. Once you get into your junior high school years, definitely not cute anymore, but a headache; referring to her daughter. 

I found it sad. And I found myself reflective. The day may come when you suddenly get embarrassed with expressing your feelings to me and your Dad. We can’t stop that. But I pray that you will always keep a grateful heart. 

We love you.